evryrthing begin from sleeping

it begins from sleep
my tasks are abandoned
and
my lecturer mads at me
my coach mads at me
my friend mads at me
and
my health decrease
my sickness increase
and yes, stress oppresses
and
my sin increase
and
my preparation is lacking
my heart beating hard
fat blocks my blood in my vein
and
i promise
try to promise my self
that sleeping is my enemy
that many heinous things begin from it
and
i say
sorry to my friend
sorry to my lecturer
sorry to my coach who got me wrong-i am not like that, i didnt mean to-
sorry to my mom
sorry to my friend
and
sorry
really apologize
to Allah SWT,..
You've given me many things,...
i am no that ta'at yet,..
but i want to,...
astagfirullah...